Wednesday, June 25, 2008

This is Life!!!

wat is a life without suffering n obstacles? wat is a life if we jz live an ordinary life and jz be the same wif others... The obstacles are there for us 2 overcome thus make us stronger.... the pain are there for us so that we can feel the happiness other than pain.... we all fly apart jz 2 make the reunion more joyable...
form 6 is jz sufferings and it cant be stop... almost ended up in the mental hospital opposite or school... haha ... our school's feng shui is 2 "good". convenient 4 us in case we suddenly "ki siao" in the middle of the class...
Haiz.... quite a hard decision 2 make whether i should stay or leave.... jz very sad n very 'sayang' 2 leave all of my memories n precious frens..... argghhh.... maybe this is one of the test tat God prepare for me.... maybe it'll draw me 2 him... sometimes really think of giving up and surrender everything and let it be... but..... T.T

My result jz like 'shit'. Although im the no.1 in the top ten (only 10 of us in my class) but it's really nth 2 be proud of... on the other hand i should be sad coz i still like a missing small ship in the middle of the ocean or maybe 'sampan' coz maybe will sink in jz a minute... No target!!!

Guess tat's wat life is... but i can keep hoping 4 the miracle to happen maybe in few more minutes or maybe it wont happen 4 the rest of my life.... 4 my frens who's leaving soon... hope u guys will owes be in good condition n all the best...